Ytd I went to find baby at 9AM haha. Surprise rite? Hee. We spent e whole dae tgt. We went to catch movie at century point, " The Banquet." It was a realli interesting show but gruesome thou. Mani bloody scenes. But e ending abit dumb..all e main lead died. Lame but nice movie la. Aight ytd I hv a great dae wif baby enjoyed hugging him so much. But 1 sad tiing is tat I lost e earring tat xiao bee* gaves mi. At 1st I thought tat I lost it for good. I was depressed over it after all it's e only memorable item tat I had. But I kept quiet not wanting to ask baby or wadd..coz I knew tat he will think I matters so so much bout xiao bee* when actually it's onli e memories tat I matters. But ended up, I didnt LOST it, baby HIDE it. l0lx. He said sorry but I didnt blame him for tat. If I were in baby shoes I will do e same tiing or worst still, I would hv throw it away. But Baby did not. I appreciated tat. Ytd Jo come my hse ton till 6AM den go home. We hv fun luffing and sharing bout " personal encounters" well, i shall not share it here. Hehex. K soon, I thought of something. N I started crying. It's not all because of xiao bee. I felt veri guilty & miserable because I cant forget e memories I hv wif bee* but I dun love bee at all now. I only love Ben* but still sometimes I will think of e past. Unwillingly.

Baby, I dun care bout e earring la. It's better off tis way. U shall keep it. =)) No regrets. Coz it's just memories not the present now.

Oh ya. Now, Benjamin & Claire are at my hse. Claire bought bread for mi while benjamin bought noodles for mi. Touching horh. because they noe I haven eaten. =X ( Atually is coz I asked them buy de hahas! )=Pp Hving fun & watching shows. Hee. I love them to bits & pieces! Best budds forever!

I MISS BABY SO SOO HELLA LOTS. SOBX

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